to be continued...

What do you do when you hate the position that you put yourself in? It was my entire fault. I knew I had something good but me being scared of anything good to come into my life, I automatically had to shut out. You can’t help what happens in your past, you can only help what happens in the future. Now I am standing in my own mess, lost and vulnerable. At this point, I am still trying to figure out how to solve my own mistake. I know what I want now but it’s not up to me anymore. I put myself here and now I have to deal with the consequences, whatever they may be. If the outcome isn’t how I wanted then, I guess it wasn’t meant to be.