New Beginnings

So this is my first blog post and I am actually pretty excited. Expressing myself and my thoughts on a more permanent source really assures me that maybe there are people in my situation that need the help or advice. Ever since I moved to tallahassee a lot has changed for me. The summer was the beginning to my new life. Starting at a new school gave me the ability to reinvent myself. I could be whoever I wanted to be. Becoming single and meeting new people was what I needed to do for myself. Sometimes people are put in your life for certain reasons; you learn something from every person you meet but sometimes, you learn something about yourself instead. I used to be too nice of a person, a pushover. I made excuses for people instead of seeing how unhappy I was. Everyone was happy but me. So, I made the biggest decision to let them go. This summer was a big change for me, and I couldn't wait for it to begin. At first it wasn't easy, we are all comfortable with things we are used to doing but I knew that I needed to do this, I needed to move on- and I did. I got know things about myself that I did not know I could do or was even capable of. I found people that loved my company and loved me for me, who never asked anything from me or change a certain way about myself. I found myself in this town where I met my sorority sisters and my best friends. For once, I was happy, happy for me, not for someone else. I was finally living the life I wanted. If it weren't for the people I met, the troubles I overcame, I wouldn't be here, writing this blog. This blog is for me and about me, not anyone else. For that, I hope you all enjoy the blogs to come. xoxo